Never give up or lose hope!

February 1st shines brilliant with hopeful anticipation, not just for this year, but for this new decade!  It seems impossible that less than one month ago, January 4th to be exact, my outlook for the new year appeared dismal and my spirit disconsolate.

Here’s what I learned:  Sometimes when we are in a tough place, we don’t  really know how tough of a place it is until after we’ve moved past it. 

Unforeseen health complications, ripple effects of my brain injury, were forcing me once again to make major life-style adjustments.  It was all too familiar, like history was “starting” to repeat itself.

I pouted. I cried. Then I laughed, because I was reminded, at least I’m following the coping advice I give to my audiences when I present my motivational talks. I’d thrown myself some sort of a pity party, followed by a temper tantrum. Now I’m  supposed to do something kind for myself. Twenty years ago Shania Twain lifted me out of a deep sadness when I was first adjusting to the life-altering TBI that has since shadowed my life. Shania fired me up back then.  Maybe that’s what I need now. So I cranked up my favorite Shania Twain CD and was just starting to belt out a few songs with her when the phone rang.

Worried about my frame of mind, my husband Larry called from work to check on me, “What’s all the noise?”

I told him, ”Shania.”  

He asked, “You, O.K.?”

I said, “I’m just so darn mad!”

I heard  breathing. He waited for me to tell him whether or not it was a good thing that I was mad. I reassured him, “This is good. It means I’m not ready to give-up.”

He sighed, “That’s my girl.”

For the past four years, medical doctors had treated me (and multiple other women my age) for a thyroid condition (mine is Hashimoto’s Thyroiditis) complicated by menopause. Both of these medical conditions exhibited symptoms similar to my brain injury, two of which were low physical energy and mental confusion. My “brain battery” normally operates on a short run time. These two medical conditions caused an additional drain on my brain battery.

At this same time my seasonal allergies became chronic and year long. Two separate specialists made recommendations which significantly worsened my health.  Optical migraines developed. By the end of 2009,  advanced symptoms indicated my immune system was drastically weakening and something in my brain was malfunctioning.

I’ve been in this tough spot before. Caught between knowing which medical professionals I should seek for treatment,  medical doctors or alternative healers.  Plus my previous brain trauma complicated my treatment. Don’t forget that alternative care is usually out of pocket and my pockets have long been empty paying the balance left from insurance on the MRI’s, labs, specialists and ER visits of the past four years.

This was the point where I got mad.  I knew what I needed.  I needed both – medical doctors and healers. Currently my team of medical professionals consists of five medical doctors (1 general / 4 specialists) and 3 alternative care providers.  Try fitting all of that on just one line of a medical form at the doctor’s office.

Looking back, now I realize … I was much sicker, for much longer than I knew. Unfortunately it wasn’t until my health conditions had progressed and my symptoms had advanced that my medical “team” could accurately diagnose my conditions because so many health conditions have similar symptoms. 

The good news!!  My thinking seems clearer than I can remember since my TBI.  (Can’t wait to tell you why in later posts.)  I’ve lost 14 pounds of inflammation in just one month!! Far more profound of a body loss than body fat. Why? Because my immune system is getting healthier and stronger.  I don’t know how I know this, but I do. I can feel it.

MY BLESSINGS IN DISQUISE…

A big concern for me regarding the medication that my neurologist prescribed was that it can be cognitive slowing.  After taking this new medication for one month, here’s what I’ve noticed – whatever was going on inside of my head previous to taking my new medication was far more cognitive slowing.  I am now thinking with a far clearer mind!

In regards to my immune system, at first I felt resentful that two medical specialists, whom I trusted  had recommended medical treatments which seriously weakened my immune system. Fortunately my immune systme was not destroyed.  It was a wake-up call for me to take drastic measures to eliminate my allergies and strengthen my immune system to protect my body from acquiring other auto-immune disorders.

How many people do not get accurately diagnosed nor receive the best treatment options because so many medical conditions exhibit similar symptoms?  Medical doctors often rely on prescription drugs to treat and relieve symptoms. The approach of a healer is to use natural products and to identify and remove the source causing the illness so the body can heal itself.  I’ve experienced extremes of both practices. In my twenty years of doctoring since my brain injury, I have found that I need both medical doctors and healers to maintain my health. I need both prescription drugs and natural healing practices.

When your health balance is disrupted, you might find that restoring that balance is not easy nor quick. It might take a team of doctors, medical and alternative care. And it might take a few years ….

I say it at the end of every motivational talk I present and I’m so happy to say it again today …

Never give-up or lose hope  … because when you least expect, wonderful things still happen!

(P.S. This is not a health blog. 
However, this blog will contain a HEALTH category where I will share more specific information about my health experiences for those who are interested in learning about similar health related challenges and treatment options that I found helpful.)